Alot of weird things can happen over time. Great things can occur and horrible things can happen. As an normal person these things influence even mylife. Yet i am coming to an understanding. Even if I try and fight it, It's out side of my reach to control what happens. Life is something you grin and bear and wait for something to make you smile once more. You may live threw a horrible period in your life but there will be short periods in life that will just put a smile on your face. That myself is what i live for. I may be going threw hard times and i may have a buch of negitive things happening, but when i feel that short moment of happiness or even that smile that is placed on these bitter lips. It makes everything once again bareable once more.